48 hours with a psychic.
So I found myself on my knees in a place of great suffering. Mind you I always suffer in silence. However this time that just did not do the trick. I am so grateful to all of the people that were there to catch me. I had to completely let go of everything and just hope that I had a safety net. And man did I. The Universe needed me to know that no matter what I will always be okay. I got the message!!!!
People came out of the woodwork to help sharing kindness, encouraging words, patience, cash, food, understanding, insight, laughter and love.
Laughter has to be the most healing thing I know. So interesting the movie Monsters Inc. comes to mind. For most of the time they were trying to use children’s screams for power when really there was 100 times more power in their laughter. WOW, love it. Hollywood strikes again… Do they even know they’re doing it!?!
Among the many friends that were there to help me, Stella is the one this particular post is about. She is my psychic friend. But I will now call her a healer…who happens to have psychic/ medium abilities… which seem to only enhance her healing gift. I would like to tell you that she put some sort of vodoo or spell on me but if she did I was completely unaware. What I noticed is her calm peaceful essence…filled with lightness and laughter. And I won’t lie when you’re psychic friend tells you it’s going to be okay it seems to carry more weight than your regular old friends (no disrespect to my regular old friends). ;D/
So here’s the fun part. I spent at least 48 hours with this wonderful lady. I got to ask her questions and observe her as she goes about her day as well. Along with these labels above she is a wife, mother, grandmother, sister and friend. She has many degrees and was on the Dean’s list. She is retired from the government. She has had many joyful and painful experiences related to herself and her children and family. Her mother and grandmother were psychic as well. So intriguing. She is just like you and me but she has this fantastic gift. This post is in an effort to bridge the gap between her fantastical life and our regular old non-psychic/medium life.
She fed me, did my laundry, and sat with me. We watched a movie, sat in silence and talked for hours. She did tell me one of my cats wants more attention…BUSTED… Always know I’m neglecting the cats… I’m just so tired when I get home…lol. But I’m much better now. ;D
Mind you it’s very unlike me to invite someone in to take care of me. Most of my life I have existed in survival mode… doing it all myself, and liking it that way. I think one of the greatest injustices that we can do to ourselves is to not ask for help…to not let others know we are suffering. There is a likelihood that everyone else is suffering somewhere in their lives too but nobody is speaking out in an effort to share.
One of the questions I asked her was, “did her gift help her have answers for tests, help her make the Dean’s list”? And yes…her psychic abilities would show her pictures in her mind that allowed for insight and answers. I’d like to call this cheating… I’m not going to. It’s just terribly interesting to me. Especially because she offers all of her knowledge to help others. So basically she was given a push by the creator. A leg up!
And let’s for a few minutes talk about those people who came to visit me. One in particular had been concerned about meeting her. I can only assume that she knew that if they were to meet face-to-face she would be able to see everything. And I won’t lie I’m pretty sure she can see a lot. I will not name names ;D/ but I will say she did hide behind my 12-year-old daughter…lol…As if that could keep her from knowing or seeing stuff. And then others who are as intrigued as I was and had many many questions? For instance “you’re a psychic, can you tell me when my boobs are going to ever stop growing?”…lol… And she did tell her. At this point she’s pretty much met most of my friends and family…well on her way to becoming family as well. It does take a village we would be lucky to have her in the tribe.
She drove me to my doctors appointment and what an experience that was. First of all I believe she has guardian angels around her car at all times. Lol…Observing people and their driving patterns are interesting. I just remember thinking WOW! that was a bold turn. On the way she recognized a spirit that may have passed at that spot on the side of the road. It somehow recognizes that she communicates with spirits and evidently joined us. From what I can tell this happens to her all the time. I can tell you that I was present for this but cannot say I observed it. At this point my mind is completely open I’ve had too many experiences in her presence to not believe. Eventually she sent him back to where he came from!??? And then starts talking about the guy in the car next to us. But, it was necessary for me to clarify because I couldn’t tell whether she was speaking to an actual living person or a spirit…And remember to her this is a very normal occurrence. Not unusual at all. This is her life and has been since she can remember. Can you imagine driving and having this experience at the same time. Definitely angels for bumpers. Two weeks later I drove down that same road and saw that there was a few bouquets of flowers laying at that same spot…they were not there when we drove by before. So weird and so awesome.
She drove me to my doctors appointment. And I can tell immediately the girls at the front desk are intrigued. There is something about her presence that demands your attention. She proceeds to tell my acupuncturist/chiropractic/bulging disc specialist (all-around magic man) that he has many ancestors that guide him. And then explains she’s a healer and psychic medium. He leaves the room then she asked me if he’s married?!? Lol! Now she’s playing Cupid. I’m thinking oh my gosh what is HE thinking. When I met her I was looking for this kind if thing…and it/we/she just happened upon him…he shows up to work one day and Voila! He’s getting a reading and possibly a girlfriend if she has anything to do with it. When he reentered she did ask him if he was single and/or had single brothers. In any other state I would have been mortified…but again when a psychic says stuff like this you tend to pay attention. He is married…nonetheless a treasure and all brothers were in Japan. Good to know she’s looking out for her sister!
So we leave and she explains to me that he is a very kind man with a great sense of humor and that he has 10 of his ancestors (in spirit) who are always with him to offer him guidance wisdom and support. And I cannot see this myself I’m just taking her at her word and it’s easy to believe when you’ve been around her this long. I WANT to believe this! How awesome that this man whose taking care of me has this kind of guidance.
All in all I feel like it was an extremely rare opportunity…to build a friendship…to truly observe with curiosity, the life, love and kindness of another person/soul . Not to mention being still and humble enough to except the care from so many loved ones near and far. Your family and friends always tell you they’ve got your back. At this point I am certain and would bet money on them every time. It feels good to be loved!